May 13
Next time I’ll take a taxi
My ex boyfriend’s 19 year old brother won’t leave me alone!!! And it’s all my own fault because I blew the little shit in the parking lot of my old job. 
All because I needed a ride to the airport. His brother and I had just broken up and tings were still too ugly to even consider asking him any favors, but I knew I could count on little bro Jeremy to come to my rescue. Whenever the ex and I would hang out he’d always manage to pop over to “watch the game” on his wide screen tv.. Funny how he would be watching us out of the corner of his eye making out instead. He was such a pest! Cute… but still.. what a pest!
He meant well tho, and he was pretty obvious about his crush on me, which is always flattering. When the ex and I broke up he took harder than my ex did!!
Anyway… the blowjob… YES it was extremely bad judgment on my part. Thing was, I hadn’t had sex in TWO WEEKS (thanks to the breakup ugh) and I was majorly horny. Jeremy is a total cutie pie, and you KNOW how i love to do risky crazy things in public. So I decided to show him my appreciation for giving me a ride to the airport by blowing him right there in the parking lot. Not even inside the car… but outside only partially hidden from view in the parking garage,with people passing by in their cars!! (No wonder I got fired not long after this incident lol). I pushed him up against the door of his car squatted down on my knees and unbuckled his jeans. I slid his already hard dick in my mouth, eased it all the way to the back of my throat like the expert deepthroater I am…. and he came in all of 30 seconds. It wasn’t even worth it, really….. I hadn’t even started fingering myself yet!!
Even more bad judgment on my part. Because I was still horny, I made him finger me the entire time as we drove to the airport. Steering with his left hand and diddling me with the other. I bucked and moaned the whole way and came on his fingers while we were on the freeway. He started swerving and shit it nearly killed us! I was a little too much for him I guess Cos we ran a red light or three that trip hehehe.. When we finally pulled into the airport departure lane I looked over and saw he had a raging hard on again. But I didn’t have time to take care of that one as I was already running late for check in! I hugged him goodbye and thanked him for the ride, and left hoping he would sort of forget about it somehow while I was gone. I was already feeling guilty.
No such luck. That was six months ago, right before Christmas… He has called me or asked to come visit me at least once a week ever since. I’ve stayed strong and haven’t repeated our parking lot escapade, if you can believe it. I like him and all but he’s really not my type. Much too young and he reminds me too much of his brother… with whom I broke up for a REASON. Plus.. that would be too awkward; he and his bro are still close.
Just don’t know how to let him down easy. He left me a long voicemail tonight… the gist of it was Hey Suzi it’s been a long time. I can’t stop thinking about that time in the parking lot… your mouth felt incredible and I’d do anything to feel that again. I miss you and I could make you happy if you’d just give me a chance blah blah blah…
AAAAHHH. Me and my big mouth. LITERALLY.
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