Jan 10
Even girls can play the crying game
I just found out something that really freaked me out. One of the hairdresser’s at my hair salon I go to used to be a guy!! And I had no, like ZERO no idea none none none!! She is absolutely gorgeous not manly looking at all and doesn’t sound it either. She isn’t even tall or nothing either, I’m pretty sure I’m at least as tall as she is if not taller (I’m 5′7) .. and she is thick and voluptuous light skinned black girl with the most gorgeous face I’ve ever seen. I kept asking the other hair stylists about her cuz they know I swing both ways and always tease me about my girl crushes… but whenever i would ask them about Shaundra was she gay at all did she have a girlfriend or boyfriend they would just smirk and change the subject on me. One time she gave me a wash and set and when she bent over to rinse out my hair her big boobs fell in my face and they were soft and luscious and sooooo sweet smelling. She sort of had to smash them into me to reach the conditioner and I thought i was gonna cream my panties right then and there.
Anyway I kept asking about her every week and the other day I went in hoping to see her and maybe get another wash and set but she wasn’t in. So I asked the manager if she was off and she told me no Shaundra had quit and moved to another salon downtown. I was heartbroken!! The manager chuckled a bit saying “You really had it bad for her, huh….” I blushed and said yeah she was hella fine!! Then the manager said well honey if it makes you feel any better I don’t think she would have been your type anyway. And I was all what do you mean she was EXACTLY my type total voluptuous girlie girl. And she laughed “yeah.. about the GIRL part…She wasn’t always one you know….”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. But apparently some of the hairdressers had found out about her and told some of her customers who started giving her a hard time and stopped going to her. That made me soooo sad…. and i was still so confused. I asked her which salon she was at now and then the manager got all quiet saying “youre not gonna take your business away from us I hope!” I assured her I wasn’t, but now I’m not so sure.
So I didn’t get a wash and set that day. I was too stunned. And I felt too bad for poor Shaundra. But even more than that I’ve become super curious… to an obsessive degree. I’ve been looking up transgender stuff online like crazy trying to figure out what all she had to go thru to be how she is today. And I’ve been watchign some of the shemale porn too… wondering if Shaundra had the full operation or was she still a “chick with a dick?” I wonder if that would offend her? I wonder alot of things. I’ve been dreaming about her alot… really intense sex dreams where Shaundra and I are on a date at a restaurant fingering each other under the table. Then suddenly I look down and I realize her fingers are actually FIVE PENISES and they are moving in and out of my cunt and cumming over and over inside of me… I gasp with surprise and confusion as well as pleasure and I look into her eyes trying to figure out what kind of creature she is.. but all I can see are those big sweet brown eyes of her staring at me, melting my soul…. DAMN. I think I might be in love with her! And now I’ve lost her and I have no idea where she is except that she works at some hair salon downtown. That could be anywhere!
Even tho it would be insane to stalk her down, I feel like I just HAVE to find her again and let her know I’m her friend… I feel bad about all the times I made fun of “trannies” that I’d seen out at clubs or working the hooker strolls…. they must have it so hard in life now that I think about it. Even poor Shaundra, who you would never know was a transsexual in a million years, she had to leave her job because people were giving her a hard time. And girls that beautiful, no matter how they got that beautiful, she only ever have kisses and hugs and sweet love made to them every night!
Good lord I do have it bad don’t i? Lol… oh well.. i’d better get out the phone book and look up the salons… lots of shaundra stalking to do ahead of me! Wish me luck!
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